I will say this: if you don’t take a little risk in life, you will hate yourself in the long run. If you feel something and refuse to allow yourself to go for it out of fear, you have to live with the fact that that person will fall in love with someone else and you will watch from the sidelines. Don’t you dare, for a second, think you will have a shot down the line. You let them go. You made that mistake. You walked away. You will have to face that alone because while walking away out of fear, you aren’t just hurting them, you are hurting yourself. You are leaving behind someone that was willing to go through anything with you, had you let them. Had you stopped letting the past or fears run your life. While turning down something because you refuse to let someone in, you’re falling deeper down the rabbit hole that you refuse to dig yourself out of. If you want something, do whatever it takes to make it work. If not, you’ll have to face yourself in the mirror - not them. If you let them permanently walk out that door, you’re going to need to remember that the next time you wonder why you are alone. When you wonder why you always end up with the worst people, because you chose to chase away the good ones.
Catch that door before it slams shut, stop being a prisoner of your past, and fight like hell.
can we forget everything for a night and just cuddle till we fall asleep in my bed? i miss you
its how it turned around so fast
that put a stake in my heart
that once
you were my world
my everything
i felt so close to you
the connection between us
would make me want to stay up all night
to spend the entire time
thinking of you
sleeping was simply a waste
from connection to coldness
saying goodbye meant
a literal distance between our
once intertwined souls
and in just one day
sleep became a necessity
to be able to take a break
from the constant ache i feel
thinking of you
turn the page you say
how can i if i find that
the last words have
yet to be written..