how did we get this far apart?
we used to be so close together
how did we get this far apart?
i thought this love would last forever
I wish you would look at me the way you used to.
I wish you would hold my hand and tell me that it was all just a bad dream.
I wish you would hold me tightly in your arms as I told you the story of what happened.
I wish you would gently press your lips to mine as assurance that it was only a nightmare.
I wish it would go back to the way it used to be.
You and me.
Me and you.
I wish you would love me the way I love you.
I hope something reminds you of me, and it breaks your fucking heart.
i think i’ll always miss you
i know i’ll always love you
but now i realize
that it’s better this way
that two tornadoes won’t stop spinning
just because they’ve collided
it just makes more of a mess

i think i’ll always miss you
i know i’ll always love you
but no longer do i wish for us
no longer do i want us
i can’t
it took a while
but i think the pain
is finally
stopping.

soshesawildflowerxo:

I will say this: if you don’t take a little risk in life, you will hate yourself in the long run. If you feel something and refuse to allow yourself to go for it out of fear, you have to live with the fact that that person will fall in love with someone else and you will watch from the sidelines. Don’t you dare, for a second, think you will have a shot down the line. You let them go. You made that mistake. You walked away. You will have to face that alone because while walking away out of fear, you aren’t just hurting them, you are hurting yourself. You are leaving behind someone that was willing to go through anything with you, had you let them. Had you stopped letting the past or fears run your life. While turning down something because you refuse to let someone in, you’re falling deeper down the rabbit hole that you refuse to dig yourself out of. If you want something, do whatever it takes to make it work. If not, you’ll have to face yourself in the mirror - not them. If you let them permanently walk out that door, you’re going to need to remember that the next time you wonder why you are alone. When you wonder why you always end up with the worst people, because you chose to chase away the good ones. 

Catch that door before it slams shut, stop being a prisoner of your past, and fight like hell. 

i know that i’m still young. he isn’t my first love nor will he be my last. but it still hurts, you know? when you give someone all of you, share your secrets and dreams with them, and pour your heart out to them. there is no going back. i can’t just undo things. i can’t just take back everything i’ve ever said and felt. i can’t just make them disappear and delete them from my memory. that’s not how it works. a part of them will always be in my heart. i wish i could kill that part, but i can’t kill it anymore without killing myself a little too.
I don’t know.” she said. “I was just there, standing in front of him. Crying—silently but my heart is beating loudly. I knew he’s talking—that he’s explaining the reason why we have to end what we’ve had started. But I can’t hear clearly every word he said because I was very busy—trying to calm my heart. I was so focused on thinking about something that will make me win him back. It seems like I’m the thunder trying to drown the sound of the rain. And I ended up losing. I fade away slowly and the rain just kept on pouring endlessly.

nastyfemle:

can we forget everything for a night and just cuddle till we fall asleep in my bed? i miss you

(via nastyfemle-deactivated20180407)

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its how it turned around so fast
that put a stake in my heart


that once
you were my world
my everything
i felt so close to you
the connection between us
would make me want to stay up all night
to spend the entire time
thinking of you
sleeping was simply a waste 

from connection to coldness

saying goodbye meant
a literal distance between our
once intertwined souls
and in just one day
sleep became a necessity
to be able to take a break
from the constant ache i feel
thinking of you


turn the page you say

how can i if i find that
the last words have 
yet to be written..

awnex:
“ By James Merry
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